shatasha1

I was getting off of ssri. I love my life. I have a great home 3 cars 3 kids a hot husband and good job. what more could a girl want. (sleep would be nice) I do love my life. I'm sorry . no more ssri for me. I hope you are all having a great weekend.
shatasha

I hate you! when your friend needs your help or support from you if you cared at all you shoud be there for them. I Have lost 3 babys. This month I would have a new baby but that 1 and 2 more died. My husband has been there for me but All those that I thought where my friends said fuck this and did not call to see if I was ok or if I needed help with the pain of all 3 of my losses I now know who my friends are I can tell you you know who you are and I hope you go to hell. The ones that just wanted to get fucked up or just wanted to fuck me. I hate that I trusted you all.
Never will I be so stupid to trust again.
fuck you for all the lies!!!!

In 18 days I will be the big 30!!!!! NOOOOO
What to do for my birthday??????

Just as all was getting better.....
It amazes me that now that I am not needed I am no longer wanted.

As you all know things have been very hard on us. I lost an unborn baby at 13 weeks. 4 weeks later I almost died I had to have life saving surgery. lost an ovary and a lot of blood. then some VERY fucked up person wanted to hart us when we were down and call SS on us. Fucked up!!!! All is good now. I'm feeling better. SS could see that the kids are very loved and cared for and do not think for on sec and the call was true and they do not like to be used like that. They are now looking in to the caller its self to see if someone so hateful has kids and if there kids are ok. The call it self we good for Wes and I it taut us how much we love, need, and care for each other. And that no mater what happens we will work it out together. They wanted to hurt us and all they did was help. I just hope they have all there shit cover as they will be looking in to there live now as well.

Xander will be 1 years old next friday!!!!! We are not having a big thing for him. With all the bullshit its hard to see who my friends are and who is not. Right now things are looking up.

My oldest is having a birthday!!!! he will be 9 years old. yes I'm old.... His birthday is May 3rd I want to have a parity for him I just want to see who would be able to come. Please lit me know....

Amy this has nothing to do with you!!!! I'm sorry if some how I hurt you. I did not want to do that. We just want to see all of our kids. I'm sorry about what ever is going on with you and jon I do not know a thing about that. I hope you all work it out.

We are going swimming on the 24th we would love to have you all come.
I just hope that we get to take Saqarra with us. We miss her so very much.

You are the moment when the last bell rings and school lets out for the day. You are resistant to schedules and obligations, so you love feeling like you're in control of your life again. You are the very moment when the second hand hits the 12, and the halls fill with noise and motion. Even if your after-school time is packed with activities, lessons, or a job, somehow, you just feel freer in the late afternoon than you do earlier in the day. Maybe it's all that blue sky and afternoon sunshine? Nah -- even on rainy days, 3:15 is always a beautiful time.

Its funny....
This is the time of day I came in to this world......

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!

are you up???
Do you want to talk???
I'm up only have 2 nights off would love to talk with friend as at work I can not talk on the phone.
so if your up call me.
720-877-3792

I have wanted this for ever!!!!!
http://www.amazon.com/Natural-Selection-Bath-and-Body/dp/B00066RNEY/ref=cm_rna_own_wish_img

what is the point???

My husband is so amazing. I love him with all that I am. Today he got up with the baby so I could sleep in. Them he helped me with the house work. And after all that he worked all day. I just wish I could make him happy.

Wesley and I made it. 1 year!!!!
We are having an anniversary party at Kazmos. We would love for you all to come out and have a drink with us.

Wesley and I made it. 1 year!!!!
We are having an anniversary party at Kazmos. We would love for you all to come out and have a drink with us.

Why?????